melaram di malam hari

agak lama gak ak menyepi....menyepi dan terus sepi...

senyap dan sunyi..... dalam kegelapan malam

dari hari ke hari, terus mempersoalkan tujuan hidup aku....nasib hidup aku akan datang???

ntahlah, kekadang rasa cam bosan jer, tapi bila pikir balik, hidup ni suatu anugerah...

tapi selama beberapa tahun ni, aku rasa hidup ni macam disia - siakan je....

pelbagai cabaran dugaan datang.... aku tabah...

sampai suatu ketika terasa macam tak adil jer.... masalah datang menimpa...

mungkin aku alpa...alpa dengan nikmat dunia yang pernah aku kecapi...

termakan pujuk rayu nafsu...sampai ...-

itulah hakikatnya, hakikat insan yang berjalan di muka bumi Tuhan ni....

jalan tak selalu rata, kadang2 ada lopak, kadang2 jugak ada bonggol

walau apa jua rintangan, tetap kena jalan...

pada malam ni jugak, aku tongkat dagu... cuba mencari jalan penyelesaian...

sampai lupa, sampai ak tertidur...

tHE firSt cHapTeR oF mY lifE....

wes...
sori ler lame x blogging...
the first chapter of my life..sepatutnya aku tulis awl2 lagih...
ni dh telajak....

sebenarnya, the first chapter dah lama gone dah...
dah lepas...aku considered aku nyer childhood and teenage ages as aku nyer first chapter...
masa tu so many experience yang aku dapat...
pahit,manis,kelat,masin pun ader....

banyak sangat kalau nak tulis jadikan satu story nih...
erm....ok..
kalau korang nak share citer kat sini...gthu la aku...ameal kat aku..
nanti aku postkan kat dalam nih..
ok..cau dulu...

sOmEThiNg abOuT mE

hye guyz...out der...
lol wat the hell r u doing now???
day dream??? dont ever think of it...
live happily.???no Way...

what the f*** are you think you are going to do???
finishing homework??studying??f*****g??
oh god, damn it...what i've done...oh, please show me and enlighten my way with your light..
i am too far beyond the limit oh His creation...
i did so many wrong...

pls..pls..pls...
i want to back to my path...
show me the way...
pls somebody to guide...
pls light me up...

i wiLL sURvivE....

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now'
cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

itS A woLf liFe...

adui...peningya pagi nih... semalam ape yg ak buat ak pn tak tau...

dArah??? darah ape plak nih...argh..baek aku pg shower...

leganye pas mandi..alamak, dah kul 8.30...kja ....lewat lagi arini...

traffic jam la plak...sampai opis ngam2 kul 9.30...heheh nsib baik..opis lum bukak lagi...lepak jap kat mamak stall...borinknyer....aku dtg blik opis, dh bukak da...masuk jer...terus smbar aku nyer pc...start system...loading jap...ok..ready to work...

12pm...bowinknyer....bgai nak gila....xder langsung customer dtg arini...call pun xder..so ak buat la blog nih..heheh...jangan mara haa...smoking jap....sangap gila dah ni...appologize song,,ingt aku kat member aku...sian kat dia...smpi skang unjob...abang aku...

aku harap tak lama lagi dia akan dapat keja..insyaAllah...weh..ape yg aku merepek nih...alamak, ade awek lawa la lalu dpan opis....dpat ngap best nih....erm...hehe....argh..kpala aku pening....perut aku...aku nk makan daging ler....mne nak carik nih....adui...

ha...bestnyer...melantak..tak ingt dunia....erm..rasa lega pas mkn daging...argh....burp....

ops.. i'm sorry...

weh, ok lar, aku nak cow dulu....bsn ar...

auo000000ooooooo.....0000

sOnNEt 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

f.R.U.s.T.

arghhhh.....
bosanye arini....
ekonomi slow, sampai efect kja ler...
business x berapa baik...
duit x banyak masyuk...
sakit tul la bulan ni...

bil melambak2...
tak kira bil "air" lagi...
dah sampai kepala dah..
entah macam mana nak handle...
susah gila babang nak survive....

aku harap aku akan survive...
kalau tak,erm...x leh nak dihurai ngan kata2..
aku sbnrnya nak sambung study,
nk ambik course mechanical ..
sebab aku nak jadik pilot..ngan MAS..

hye...hanya tuhan jer yang tahu..
kat mana aku nak start pun aku tak tau...
kalau ade sesape yang tau, tolong bagitau...
aku pening nih...

ok...aku nak chow dah ni...
zassss....