sOmEThiNg abOuT mE

hye guyz...out der...
lol wat the hell r u doing now???
day dream??? dont ever think of it...
live happily.???no Way...

what the f*** are you think you are going to do???
finishing homework??studying??f*****g??
oh god, damn it...what i've done...oh, please show me and enlighten my way with your light..
i am too far beyond the limit oh His creation...
i did so many wrong...

pls..pls..pls...
i want to back to my path...
show me the way...
pls somebody to guide...
pls light me up...

i wiLL sURvivE....

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now'
cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

itS A woLf liFe...

adui...peningya pagi nih... semalam ape yg ak buat ak pn tak tau...

dArah??? darah ape plak nih...argh..baek aku pg shower...

leganye pas mandi..alamak, dah kul 8.30...kja ....lewat lagi arini...

traffic jam la plak...sampai opis ngam2 kul 9.30...heheh nsib baik..opis lum bukak lagi...lepak jap kat mamak stall...borinknyer....aku dtg blik opis, dh bukak da...masuk jer...terus smbar aku nyer pc...start system...loading jap...ok..ready to work...

12pm...bowinknyer....bgai nak gila....xder langsung customer dtg arini...call pun xder..so ak buat la blog nih..heheh...jangan mara haa...smoking jap....sangap gila dah ni...appologize song,,ingt aku kat member aku...sian kat dia...smpi skang unjob...abang aku...

aku harap tak lama lagi dia akan dapat keja..insyaAllah...weh..ape yg aku merepek nih...alamak, ade awek lawa la lalu dpan opis....dpat ngap best nih....erm...hehe....argh..kpala aku pening....perut aku...aku nk makan daging ler....mne nak carik nih....adui...

ha...bestnyer...melantak..tak ingt dunia....erm..rasa lega pas mkn daging...argh....burp....

ops.. i'm sorry...

weh, ok lar, aku nak cow dulu....bsn ar...

auo000000ooooooo.....0000

sOnNEt 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

f.R.U.s.T.

arghhhh.....
bosanye arini....
ekonomi slow, sampai efect kja ler...
business x berapa baik...
duit x banyak masyuk...
sakit tul la bulan ni...

bil melambak2...
tak kira bil "air" lagi...
dah sampai kepala dah..
entah macam mana nak handle...
susah gila babang nak survive....

aku harap aku akan survive...
kalau tak,erm...x leh nak dihurai ngan kata2..
aku sbnrnya nak sambung study,
nk ambik course mechanical ..
sebab aku nak jadik pilot..ngan MAS..

hye...hanya tuhan jer yang tahu..
kat mana aku nak start pun aku tak tau...
kalau ade sesape yang tau, tolong bagitau...
aku pening nih...

ok...aku nak chow dah ni...
zassss....

rElakU mEnuNggumu...

sampai bila aku harus menunggu...
sampai mana aku harus menanti...
bilakan tiba saat untuk kita bersama...
tak sanggup lagi ku meneruskan perjalanan ini seorang diri

mengapa engkau tak mengerti...
taksiran hati ini
yang perih menanti saat itu
teman, sanggupkah engkau menanti aku
sanggupkah engkau menemani aku
berjalan seiring
di jalan yang penuh onak dan duri
menempuh segala ombak ganas
meredah lautan api
melayari bahtera indah kita?

sanggupkah engkau
bersama dengan aku
aku harap engaku mengerti
kerana luahan ini ditujukan buatmu
sayang...

keLuhan haTi....

aku dah penat..
penat dengan segala0galanya...
penat dengan perangai orang sekeliling aku...
penat dengan kerenah manusia...
yang hanyut dalam dunia ciptaan mereka sendiri..

aku penat dikelilingi orang dewasa yang berlagak dewasa...
bosan melayan mereka yang suka cakap besar..
perih mendengar kata2 dusta yang dihamburkan..
semata2 untuk bermegah...
memegahkan diri yang tak seberapa gah bak Sulaiman..

sedarlah wahai teman
sedarlah wahai sahabat
tak perlu bermegah
tak perlu menunjuk...
kerana aku tahu hati budi mereka..
aku tahu isi hati engkau..

sekilas ikan di air..
sudah tahu jantan betinanya...
cukuplah dengan cakap besar....
cukuplah dengan pembohongan..
cukuplah dengan kemegahan
kalau sekadar hanya megah pada kata2...
tapi tiada ketulusan hati.

aku bosan...
aku benci...
sakit hati...
semakin hari semakin parah..
aku dah tak sanggup lagi..
menghadapi semua ini...

cukuplah kawan...
sedar la diri tu..
kerana kata2 mu itu hanya akan memakan diri sahaja
cermin diri tu...
tepuk dada, tanya selera..

Appologise...

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say...

it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I'd take another chance,

take a fall, take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat(But that's nothing new)Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red,

now it's turning blue

And you say

Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize,

yeah

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground...

LitTLe toY guN....

I know you sat alone so many nights waiting for me.

Cold, your face like a stone, I hang up the phone when we

disagree.

Standing there by my side when the fighting is done,

glaring at me in the light is my little toy gun.

Shining in black like shoes on a rack with a trigger that's dressed up in gold.

It's always warm inside my home but its handle is always so cold.

Whispering into my ear, all the lies you spun.

My single greatest fear is my little toy gun.

Ooo...

Wait for the day when I can save face and come to a happy home.

I know it's turning me to the count of girl who'd rather be alone.

Just wait til I get my way I promise you it won't be fun.

If you feel like you should pray, pray for my little toy gun.

Ooo...

say (ALL I NEED)

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something, somewhere, better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong but nothing's turned out how you want it

Well bless my soul,
You're a lonely soul.
'Cause you won't let go of anything you hold.
"Well, all I need
is the air I breathe
and a place to rest my head
"Do you know what your fate is?
And now you're trying to shake it?
You're doing your best dance, your best look,
You're praying that you'll make it.

Well bless my soul,
You're a lonely soul.
'Cause you won't let go, of anything you hold.
"Well, all I need
is the air I breathe
and a place to rest my head
"Say, "all I need
is the air I breathe
and a place to rest my head

"Do you think I can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it,
better than you had it?
Do you think I can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it (yeah),
Better than you had it?
(Better than you had it? Had it?)
"Say all I need,
is the air I breathe,
and a place, to rest my head

Say all I need,
is the air I breathe,
and a place, to rest my head

"Do you know where the end is?
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there, go on,
go ahead and scream it
Just say...

My drEam...

Kalau korang nak tau, impian aku tuk jadik Pilot ngan Malaysia Airlines..

Nape? sebab aku memang nak jadik pilot...

orang kata, "passion" ..ade gak org tanya, nape ko tak pegi club bawak jer piper warrior ke...tapi bagi aku, jadi commercial pilot bukan sesuatu yang mudah dan mencabar...walaupun keja sebagai "driver" tetapi ia memerlukan lebih dari kesabaran..aku skang ni tengah apply ngan Malaysia Airlines...insyaAllah lepas...harap dapat ler...mesti dapatnyer lar...

aku harap aku leh jadi seorang pilot yang berjaya...dapat tolong parents aku...boleh jadi kebanggaan family...maklumlah family aku ni orang susah...bila senang jer ada orang datang menumpang, bila susah semua pun lari sembunyikan diri.. memang betul kacang lupakan kulit..

aku harap, bila dah berjaya nanti, aku tak jadi mcm diorang, sperti kacang lupakan kulit..aku selalu ingat pesan parents aku, duk kat tempat orang, jaga diri, ingat kita sapa...selalu kalau ada masalah mengadu kepada Dia..mintak panduan

apapun, aku akan teruskan perjuangan aku ..genggam bara api biar jadi arang...

aku akan usaha sampai aku dapat...wokkey...

aku pergi dulu....banyak keja nak selesai..

"fighting devil"

To my friends????is it?

a.L.O.n.E???
sendirian..
aku kesunyian...
tiada org yg mngambil berat tentang aku...
takde org yang sudi menemani diriku yg kesepian..
hanyut di tengah kota...seorang diri..
aku mundar-mandir keseorangan..
kesana kemari..

Aku melangkah tanpa mengira apa yang orang nak kata...
lantak diorang lar..apa nak kata, kata..
selagi roh ada dalam badan, selagi aku menghembus nafas,
aku akan teruskan perjuangan hidup aku...

Korang yang menghina aku, mencaci aku,
sory to say...hidup korang memang tak berkat...
sebab tu...dah jadi kat kawan aku yg selalu mengata aku..
well, takziah kepada korang....
aku suka... aku tak kisah...
sebab korang bukanye anggap aku sebagai kawan pun...
korang anggap aku sebagai boneka...
hanya untuk dipermain-mainkan...
walaupun aku tidak se"perfect" korang...actually, I am better than that...
Coz, the proof is there...

To my brother, aku x kisah kalaupun engkau tak suka aku,
but actually, pls "get down to earth" beb..
kalau nak mengata ' gentlemen la sikit...cakap 1 on 1 lar....

well, kalau korang ade terbaca ni, simpan dalam hati..
pendam sebagaimana aku pendam perasaan aku yg merana...
hati aku terguris sebab korang buat aku macam n...
apa salah aku...to the 2 bithc...i hate you 4ever..
kpada org yg aku anggap sbagai abang,
aku tak kesah pun....
tapi, please..
aku merayu, ubah sikap ko...
ok...aku harap hidup ko akan lebih better than before...

jangan mara ha....

abOuT mE......

about me??? bnyk yg korang tak tau...dan korang perlu ambik tau....
sebab kalau korang tak ambik tau, korang takkan tau....so korg kena ambik tau apa yg aku tulis kat dlm blog nih
tak banyak yang special tentang aku
aku pun manusia bese cam korang2 gaks
cuma aku ni special sikit bg sesetengah org..
sbab aku ni jenis yg hati lembut...bukan "lembut" tu
tetapi sebenarnya hati aku ni keras bukan seperti yang orang sekeliling aku sangkakan..cuma aku ni penyabar dan reda ngan ketentuanNya..mungkin ni satu ujian,, jadi aku harus tabah..
tapi sabar pun ada tahapnya...kalau dah sampai tahap nak meletup, jaga2 la korang..

nak kawan ngan aku senang jer..x susah janji pandai jaga hati aku dah...
everyone can be my friend, but not everybody can be my special friend...
kalau senang email la aku..x pun call ke, sms ker...
ok....smpi sini dulu...
zasssssssss

tHe adVantuRe beGin....

helo everyone....
slamat dtg ke blog aku....so ni first post yg ak tulis kat sini....
ad bnyk bnda yg ak nk citer kat korg, kalau korg minat nk baca lar...
kalau sesapa yg nak kenal aku, boleh tulis melalui blog ni, korg pun blh post ap yg korg nk post kat sini...ak x kisah..komen ke, kritik ke..ape2 lar...lg bnyk lg bagus, sbab ak tau korg msuk blog ak....
ok, untk first time, ni ak x byk nk ckp...so klau korg nk knl ak, bnykkan bca blog aku, and always follow blog nih....klau org yg dh knal ak,...korg kna lbh mengenali aku...hahha
ok...wa zasssssssssss dlu.....